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I have lost my focus. I am finding it very difficult to concentrate on anything for very long. I am spending too much time playing games on the computer and staring at the wall. I fool around all day and don’t make it to the studio until late afternoon. This is a funk that I have been in before so I know I will work my way out of it. Once I start in the studio, it is great, but why can’t I get more discipline? Argh!
I have been working on Allegro:
I think I need to set aside some time to make some new fabric — I want to screen print, discharge, soy wax, etc. I need some stimulation for new work.
I have been beading the Twelve by Twelve lorikeet quilt. I haven’t done beading lately and I am finding it very soothing.
I did get set up with Skype yesterday and talked to Diane Hock and Brenda Gael Smith of the Twelves. So much fun. Of course, I know Diane well, but it was fun to hear Brenda’s Aussie accent.
My other creative endeavor today was to make this very delicious rustic peach tart.
Tomorrow, we are taking Miss Mia to a Garrison Keilor concert at the Oregon Zoo. She is a big fan of NPR and The Prairie Home Companion. I promised her that if Garrison ever came to Portland that I would take her. I hope she enjoys it. Unfortunately, it is outside and the weather forecast is not that great. But, we are hardy Oregonians!!
This too shall pass…at least that’s what I tell myself when I’m in the dumps. Take a couple of days and just let your body tell you what it wants. Chances are you’re recovering from all the doctor stuff and you need some down time. Sending good thoughts your way!
I’m having the same problem with focus, short attention span which definitely is not me. Plus once I get in the studio, it’s not going away. I’ve been working the last couple of days on a new idea, and about an hour into today’s stint I found myself saying, I’m bored. That REALLY isn’t me! There’s a theory out there that the general unsettled state of the world from the economy to natural disasters is what’s causing so many people to experience these funks, even when their personal situation isn’t bad. All that uncertainty and dread hanging over us, events we have no control over. No wonder we want to sit on the computer and play games!
And still – you are indeed getting a lot done, at least compared to me…
I had the same thought as Reva but I think I understand, being flummoxed is more about a state of mind and spirit rather than what you actually do. You and Mia and Garrison have fun! What a treat for her!
You are preaching to the choir here about being flummoxed. Once I get started, I hate to quit, but those initial steps are baby steps. Have fun tommorrow with Mia. We are huge fans of Prarie Home Companion and he puts on a great show. Have a wonderful weekend. I made a nectarine tart today – yum!
It is really frustrating to find oneself in that non-productive place. I’ve just begun (again!) working on getting my act together in so many areas. A regular studio practice is number two on the list, after some re-dedication to good health practices like stretching.
That tart looks like the essence of summer!
It was great to hear your voice too Gerrie!
For a person who’s feeling flummoxed, you’ve been quite productive! Tomorrow will be a great day to see Garrison at the zoo.
Yummy looking tart to be sure. I certainly know your feelings and avoidance tactics. Wish I could figure out why we do it because once in the studio the energy is self propelling. Enjoy Garrison. He’s a favorite of mine.